i haven't written a Post in a screen like this since. jesus. fall 2012, my fourth year of college, back when i used lj like a locked online diary but got too caught up in issues like "oh no i'm graduating soon," "band drama," and "boyfriend's being weird." 

it is now fall 2022! i am 31 years old! the only thing that's really changed is the transing of gender and the media at the center of my yelling's attention.

should twitter go full tits up i will scrape the foam of my thoughts here. my neighbors would certainly appreciate that instead of me just,,, shouting. the walls are thin. so it goes.